Almost Happy

So I didn't pass the exam and I was 1% short from the passing mark. I will have a chance to retake it again in December. I felt down after I failed to pass the exam but it is nothing compared to the feeling of failing marriage or engagement! So I think I got used to the failing feeling.

After 2 days I called my boss (he emailed me to call him) and he told me that the Company approved my Master's for next year so that cheered me up! But now I will have to take GMAT and TOEFL! I started studying for the GMAT and I am trying to register for the TOEFL but when it comes to paying, it just keeps processing like it is trying to contact the bank and it is not responding or something! I emailed them and I will try again tomorrow!
Now I am also looking at universities in USA (where I will go most likely) and not many of them offer the approved program! I want to go to one of the Northeast States where it snows! I wanna play in the snow :(
Colorado is my 1st option even though it is kind of in the middle! But the nature there is irresistible! 

I think I will be a great poet if I have this kind of scenary around me :D

Tim McGraw - Please Remember Me

Since I don't have anything good to say and I am busy studying for an exam (wish me luck) I will just post a song again! Another country sad song :P

By the way, who voted in my poll? Who didn't like my playlist? Admit it! :P

Smoke Rings in the Dark

Smoke Rings In The Dark @ Yahoo! Video

My Imaginary Album

In my other life I am a rock/country singer where I had this 1 great album which I retired after it and lived happily ever after doing concerts and interviews :D

 

I have written all the songs and I played the guitar. Other instruments were played by some session musicians from my record label :P
My style is that similar to Joshua Radin or some kind of a crossover between country and rock.

 

Here are the songs titles:

1. Memories to Forget
2. Daytime Whispers
3. Unloved
4. Faded but not Forgotten
5. My Comfort Zone
6. I Could've Done Better
7. A Warm Winter
8. The Wedding Portrait
9. Unspoken Feelings
10. You Should Have Told Me
11. When Love Dies
12. Melted Candle

I have tried to design the album cover but I am not good with photoshop :(

Nobody Knows It But Me

Never mind the baldness.. he is a cancer survivor!

Back

I think I am back to the place where it all started.. the place looks dusty! ko7 ko7


A lot has changed since last post.. I got engaged and was about to get married but it didn't work out .. my father passed away (Allah Yer7amah).. I got promoted finally! .. I started a new assignment .. I am also not 20 something years young anymore .. what else? I don't remember actually .. see you in my next post!

The Perfect You

An old poem that I have just finished today!

The Perfect You

There was the river and there were you
And there was the moonlight shining
The stars dancing all around
Roses like a bed covering the ground
The moon, the stars, and the roses combining
The night was so perfect and you were too

You stood there and you were glowing
And the scent of you filled the air
My emotions were like the river flowing
How I envy that breeze that passes through your hair
I was mesmerized and it was showing
And you acted just like you did not care
So could you only be a dream or a fantasy?
And all of this is just unreal
And I was drowning in an endless sea
Mislead by the way I feel